Went out with Jingying and Lydia, hahas xD It's as if I haven't seen Jingying for a long time, but that's true, the last time I saw her was during Chem SPA, and well, no more :( So went out with her today and Lydia too and we went AMK Hub to catch a movie!!
I seriously love the Hunger Games series, like Catching Fire is nice to watch, really!! Like it has so much tension in it, hahas xD But I swear the people sitting behind us is just so... -.- LOL. Like can you not comment on everything that is showing? And I seriously love Finnick, like, he is just so damn 帅!! And and, his love for Annie, is just so touching :') Hehehe ;)
But anyways, we decided to watch Mockingjay together, yay!! But that's only next year, after Os bahhh ;) But Ill probably cry during Mockingjay :'( Especially after reading the book (yes, I've read the book beforehand cos' it's really nice, besides I've nothing to do, hahas)
So after the movie, we went to eat pepper lunch, and I seriously love the mash potato there, hehe ^^ And we were discussing about the movie, since Jingying didn't watch Hunger Games, we were starting to explain things to her, but it's frustrating to talk to her at times, hahas xD She can repeat the same question thrice, even when I answer her the first two times, arghhhhh :/
Then we went window-shopping, which we were intending to do at Orchard, but realised that we have no time :( So we can only stay in AMK. Ohoh, heard that there's no Graduation Night next year, like what? Are you serious? How can you let our batch of Sec 4s leave school without a Grad Night?! But I hope it's not true, hahas, cos' I'm still quite looking forward to Graduation Night!! Oh, and yeahh... You actually look quite good during your Grad Night, just saying ;)
That's all for today!! And... So, I hope that I can actually find some motivation to study, like, I need to study my A-Maths but I've no motivation to study, so... Haizzz... I probably need to find a study buddy sooooooooon :(
Friday, 29 November 2013
Out with Xuan and Yunjing ♥
Haven't posted for quite some time, hahas xD So after having no life for a week :( Went out with Xuan and Yunjing yesterday, yes, finally!! And well, waited for 20mins for Xuan -.-, we finally set off to Pasir Ris Park! And well, Xuan did make up for herself, cos' she got us something from Thailand and it's a pretty bracelet!! ;)
So we ate lunch at Whitesands before heading off to Pasir Ris Park, but it started raining heavily. And this sounds stupid, but we walked around in the rain for an hour or two hours plus, while trying to find E-Hub, cos' we were lost :( With only an umbrella, we were naturally drenched, argh :/ I'm so lucky that I'm not sick today, hehe! ^^
Let's just say that we were discussing how romantic it is to walk in the rain, but the rain yesterday was extremely big, that we had no choice but to share just one small umbrella, that can never shelter three of us, so yeah... :(
After walking in the rain for an hour or so, my legs were just killing me :/ But being the lucky me, my clothes dried off rather fast, as the sun started showing up, hahas xD Then we took a bus to Tampiness, and Xuan got her doughnut. The doughnuts were nice-looking, but I didn't feel like eating, blehhh x.x
If you were to ask me what did we do for yesterday, I practically have no idea, hahas x.x Uhhh... Walking in the rain? Having short heart-to-heart-talks on the bus, hahas xD But either way, we had fun yesterday, in one way or another, though it's extremely tiring, like seriously!!!
So no more cycling, at least not during this holiday x.x So the next time when we go out, we're gonna catch Frozen!! Yunjing's idea, but I find the trailer rather cute, hehe xD
That's all for yesterday, 28.11.13 ♥
So we ate lunch at Whitesands before heading off to Pasir Ris Park, but it started raining heavily. And this sounds stupid, but we walked around in the rain for an hour or two hours plus, while trying to find E-Hub, cos' we were lost :( With only an umbrella, we were naturally drenched, argh :/ I'm so lucky that I'm not sick today, hehe! ^^
Let's just say that we were discussing how romantic it is to walk in the rain, but the rain yesterday was extremely big, that we had no choice but to share just one small umbrella, that can never shelter three of us, so yeah... :(
After walking in the rain for an hour or so, my legs were just killing me :/ But being the lucky me, my clothes dried off rather fast, as the sun started showing up, hahas xD Then we took a bus to Tampiness, and Xuan got her doughnut. The doughnuts were nice-looking, but I didn't feel like eating, blehhh x.x
If you were to ask me what did we do for yesterday, I practically have no idea, hahas x.x Uhhh... Walking in the rain? Having short heart-to-heart-talks on the bus, hahas xD But either way, we had fun yesterday, in one way or another, though it's extremely tiring, like seriously!!!
So no more cycling, at least not during this holiday x.x So the next time when we go out, we're gonna catch Frozen!! Yunjing's idea, but I find the trailer rather cute, hehe xD
That's all for yesterday, 28.11.13 ♥
Monday, 18 November 2013
Just a short post ;)
As the title says it all, I shall type a short post, since I'm bored but I'm kindda tired, hehe x.x Anyways, so went out with Yun Jing today to send Lixuan off, omg, I think I'm a rather good friend ;) Hahas, but yeah, so we spent some time at T3 to look at planes (and yes, I've seen planes before), and talked for a while. Then we went down to Plaza Sing to have our lunch and later went to Bugis to do some window-shopping, cos' I'm broke T.T I'm in need of clothes but I'm broke, ohwells T.T So yeah, then we just spent some time at Bugis walking around, till my legs are killing me :/ And yesh, I'm finally back home!! It's been a rather long day, phewwww~ Gonna meet up with Lydia tomorrow, and hope that I'll be able to finish up my tuition homework tonight :x
Ohoh, tomorrow's your Graduation Night and I really hope you would enjoy it!! Plus... I hope there would be some photos, hahas x.x
Ohoh, tomorrow's your Graduation Night and I really hope you would enjoy it!! Plus... I hope there would be some photos, hahas x.x
Monday, 11 November 2013
Chemistry SPA ^^
11.11
Hahas, just thought that today is a good day ;)
So had Chem SPA today, and well, it's so much easier than Physics. Damn, I seriously hate Physics SPA :( But anyways, it wasn't that bad, though I think I got my SOE wrongly, but who cares, it's over!! Finally, not going back school anymore, and that just means that I won't be able to see you fro like 2 months :( But either way, I'm glad, I don't have to be back in school.
Ohoh, and I seriously need to do hardcore revision for these 2 months. Not only Physics and A. Maths, but also Geog and so on. Gahhhhh, I hate life now :( Time flies, like, it's been 3 years. Can someone tell me what have I been doing for these 3 years?! And next year, will be taking our O levels, and soon, all of us will go our separate ways to JC/Poly and so on, and well... Time really flies :O
I've actually wanted to just relax for this holiday, but the amount of workload and the stress level is just x.x STUDY. I need to study. Arghhhhh :/ Shall just plan out a timetable soon, and in the meantime, let me just find some shows to watch, hahas ;D
Hahas, just thought that today is a good day ;)
So had Chem SPA today, and well, it's so much easier than Physics. Damn, I seriously hate Physics SPA :( But anyways, it wasn't that bad, though I think I got my SOE wrongly, but who cares, it's over!! Finally, not going back school anymore, and that just means that I won't be able to see you fro like 2 months :( But either way, I'm glad, I don't have to be back in school.
Ohoh, and I seriously need to do hardcore revision for these 2 months. Not only Physics and A. Maths, but also Geog and so on. Gahhhhh, I hate life now :( Time flies, like, it's been 3 years. Can someone tell me what have I been doing for these 3 years?! And next year, will be taking our O levels, and soon, all of us will go our separate ways to JC/Poly and so on, and well... Time really flies :O
I've actually wanted to just relax for this holiday, but the amount of workload and the stress level is just x.x STUDY. I need to study. Arghhhhh :/ Shall just plan out a timetable soon, and in the meantime, let me just find some shows to watch, hahas ;D
Saturday, 9 November 2013
Malaysia ^^
Finally, I'm back! ^^ As usual, had to wake up early to catch the 7.30 bus to Batu Pahat and it's really tiring T.T I actually have a love-hate relationship for long bus rides, hahas. I mean I love long bus rides cos' I get to think of things while listening to music non-stop, but then thinking of things for at least 2 hours can get me overthinking, if I'm not intending to sleep. So I didn't sleep on my way to BP, I don't know why, just couldn't sleep, though I was like super tired. Then I started overthinking, and... It got me really upset, but then again, everything was alright, after a while. Hahas.
So had my hair done on the first day there, and it took me like 4 hours to be there. One thing I hate about getting my hair done is the long waiting time. But it's necessary, so it's making me very pekcek, arghhh :/ Anyways, nothing much on first day, as I was like super tired, and there's no wifi so I slept early, at around 9pm(?) Hahas xD
Next day, we had to go to pray at the temple, and I didn't know what happen, halfway while praying I just felt like fainting. And according to my cousins, they say my face was very pale, so I sat somewhere for 20 minutes, and I think I slowly got better, but my head still hurts. I hate it whenever my head hurts, it's like two drums pounding, and it gets on my nerves >:( Anyways, so I slept over at my cousins' place. Slept at around 1 plus and got woken up at around 4 plus by her baby. Cos' he was running a fever, poor thing :( So I took care of him for a while, before he got back to sleep and I went back to sleep too. But he woke me up at 8 plus, so I only had a few hours of sleep, and I'm seriously very tired. Have I ever mentioned that he is really really really really very cute? Hehehe, when he smiles, it's like really very cute xD
I've always loved going to Malaysia, get to have short talks with my cousins, get to take care of the kids, and most importantly, I get to relax myself over there. Hahas ^^ Ohoh, and Aunty bought a pair of shoes for me, while Daddy got me a new bag!! Hehehe, I love them ♥
I can't wait to get back to Malaysia, having a short trip there once in a while, is really relaxing!!! ^^
So had my hair done on the first day there, and it took me like 4 hours to be there. One thing I hate about getting my hair done is the long waiting time. But it's necessary, so it's making me very pekcek, arghhh :/ Anyways, nothing much on first day, as I was like super tired, and there's no wifi so I slept early, at around 9pm(?) Hahas xD
Next day, we had to go to pray at the temple, and I didn't know what happen, halfway while praying I just felt like fainting. And according to my cousins, they say my face was very pale, so I sat somewhere for 20 minutes, and I think I slowly got better, but my head still hurts. I hate it whenever my head hurts, it's like two drums pounding, and it gets on my nerves >:( Anyways, so I slept over at my cousins' place. Slept at around 1 plus and got woken up at around 4 plus by her baby. Cos' he was running a fever, poor thing :( So I took care of him for a while, before he got back to sleep and I went back to sleep too. But he woke me up at 8 plus, so I only had a few hours of sleep, and I'm seriously very tired. Have I ever mentioned that he is really really really really very cute? Hehehe, when he smiles, it's like really very cute xD
I've always loved going to Malaysia, get to have short talks with my cousins, get to take care of the kids, and most importantly, I get to relax myself over there. Hahas ^^ Ohoh, and Aunty bought a pair of shoes for me, while Daddy got me a new bag!! Hehehe, I love them ♥
I can't wait to get back to Malaysia, having a short trip there once in a while, is really relaxing!!! ^^
Wednesday, 6 November 2013
Chinese O levels
So today was like the first time I took O levels, and really it's nothing different from normal examinations. But the fact that it's Os and it's at a different venue, it just gives people a stressful feeling :/ And I just have to bring my jacket next year during my Os, cos' it'll just be SUPER cold, arghhhh :( Either way, I'm glad that I had bet on 报章报道, I think I did rather well, but it was kindda hard to think of the reason for 为什么 (一), hahas, but nonetheless, I think I managed to pull it off, I hope *prays* And for the e-mail, I just decided to write 私人电邮, cos' I forgot all my 公务电邮's format. And I just wrote about the Geography field trip, but I was just there thinking of how to give all the geographical terms, like how in the world do you say "beach gradient" in chinese? :O Either way, I think Paper 1 was rather easy, I hope can score, especially my Compo :/
And I thought 1 hour was enough to finish 2 open-ended comprehensions, but I was wrong, so I had to rush out the answers, and I swear that isn't my handwriting at all!! :/ Spent 30 minutes on MCQ (okay, that's rather a lot :/) and when I compare answers with the rest, I think I lost... 4-5 marks, ohshit :/ 25/30(?) I don't think my open-ended can score that well, but what's done is done :/ Besides, I managed to finish all of it despite my stomachache, so I should be proud of myself, HAHA.
What's done is done. I just really hope I can score that A, be it if it's A2 or A1, I just need that A. I mean... I've studied Higher Chinese for like 3 years, it's a pity to drop only now, isn't it? So exams are over, for now, and I should really enjoy myself tomorrow onwards till Sunday, until Chem SPA comes :/ Off to Malaysia for the next three days ;) Kindda looking forward to it, since I can forget ALL my troubles there, hahas, it's rather relaxing being on a holiday there ;)
Ohoh!! Saw you today, and have I ever mention that 你认真的时候很帅? Hahas, I mean it. I mean, I don't usually say that you are 帅 but when I caught you for that few seconds, and saw how serious you were, I seriously thought so, hehe xD I don't know if it's a good thing or what, but you are sitting in the same row as me, it's just that I'm on one side, and you're on the other side, so I don't have much chance of seeing you :( Nonetheless, I saw you today, and I should be glad, cos' afterall, I can't see you next week, so yeahhhhh~ Hehehe xD
And I thought 1 hour was enough to finish 2 open-ended comprehensions, but I was wrong, so I had to rush out the answers, and I swear that isn't my handwriting at all!! :/ Spent 30 minutes on MCQ (okay, that's rather a lot :/) and when I compare answers with the rest, I think I lost... 4-5 marks, ohshit :/ 25/30(?) I don't think my open-ended can score that well, but what's done is done :/ Besides, I managed to finish all of it despite my stomachache, so I should be proud of myself, HAHA.
What's done is done. I just really hope I can score that A, be it if it's A2 or A1, I just need that A. I mean... I've studied Higher Chinese for like 3 years, it's a pity to drop only now, isn't it? So exams are over, for now, and I should really enjoy myself tomorrow onwards till Sunday, until Chem SPA comes :/ Off to Malaysia for the next three days ;) Kindda looking forward to it, since I can forget ALL my troubles there, hahas, it's rather relaxing being on a holiday there ;)
Ohoh!! Saw you today, and have I ever mention that 你认真的时候很帅? Hahas, I mean it. I mean, I don't usually say that you are 帅 but when I caught you for that few seconds, and saw how serious you were, I seriously thought so, hehe xD I don't know if it's a good thing or what, but you are sitting in the same row as me, it's just that I'm on one side, and you're on the other side, so I don't have much chance of seeing you :( Nonetheless, I saw you today, and I should be glad, cos' afterall, I can't see you next week, so yeahhhhh~ Hehehe xD
Tuesday, 5 November 2013
Add-on
Okay, so Chinese Os is tomorrow and to say that I'm not scared is definitely not true :/ But anyways, I really hope that the paper would be quite easy. I just... I just hate choosing the topic for composition, argh damn. I thought I could rely on 报章报道 but then I realise Express Chinese and Higher Chinese is a bit different. And I seriously scared that 记叙文 would have 陷阱 :/ But I'm not that strong in 论说文 cos' what if I can't think of 建议, arghhhhhh :/ And that stupid e-mail, god, can I don't take the exam? :( I really just hope that the paper would be do-able, I mean, I don't wanna screw up another O level paper x.x
Pre-exam stress?
Is it normal to have those days whereby you don't even feel like talking at all? I mean, I really just don't feel like talking to you guys today, it's normal isn't it? Can't I have those days? I don't know why. You say you've read my previous tumblr post, but then again, I wonder if you really understand what I wrote, or are you just treating that as another rant? That's a rant, I know, but that is the exact same thing that I wouldn't say it out. How am I supposed to say that out? You make it sound so easy to express myself. Maybe it is easy for you, but me? Being around you guys, who simply refuse to hear me out, I just really think that keeping to myself is like the best thing to do. Best thing to do in my entire life, I swear.
I'm tired of trying to make you guys listen. I've tried all sorts of ways, I think. But none of them work. You seem to think that I'm just an emotionless robot who just needs to listen to you guys spazz, complain and so on. And me? Nothing, I've absolutely nothing to say. When I don't talk, you would criticise, saying I pms again. When I wanna talk about my stuff, you guys just don't listen. And what hurts the most would be... Yeah, you let me talk, for that few sentences and you just carry on with your topic. Kcan.
I don't feel like talking today, and I swear, I don't think it's just cos' I'm stress over Os tomorrow. Maybe a part of it. But just a small part of it. (I usually don't feel the stress until I'm taking the exam or when I'm in the exam room). But you thought I was stress, or whatever. I don't care. I told you guys to take another route to go home, cos' I just don't wanna walk with you guys. Cos' I know I won't talk at all. You know, it's like I've nothing to say to you now. And I realise why... We've been talking about guys like 7/8 of the time. But. I. Don't. Wanna. Talk. About. Guys. Now.
Yesterday, the topic of "have you ever dislike any actions of your friends". You know if you wouldn't there, I would have talk about it. But you were there. And I just can't. I really need to get this damn thing out. I hate how your life seems to be revolving around guys. I hate how you would just carry on talking and don't even give a damn about other's problems. You aren't the only one with problems. Everyone else have their problems. But when the other is having troubles, and if you think you can't give advice, just shut up and listen. That helps. At least this is better than talking non-stop about your stuff. That hurts like hell.
Both of you are just so damn similar. Really. You say you aren't like that. But I doubt so. Would a thief ever admit that he's a thief? Never. Besides, I don't think you ever see the problem of that. I would really rather talk to anyone else than you guys. I don't know. I just can't. I don't want to. And no, it's not because of exam stress. It's the people. The people who just make you so damn disappointed that there's no point in hoping cos' that would just bring greater disappointment. I know. Cos' I've been hoping for god knows how long, but nahh, that just doesn't come. Cos' you guys don't even realise. You're too busy revolving yourself around your own things that you don't care about others. I'm used to it. Really. So you should just get used to those days when I don't wanna talk to any of you. Can?
I'm tired of trying to make you guys listen. I've tried all sorts of ways, I think. But none of them work. You seem to think that I'm just an emotionless robot who just needs to listen to you guys spazz, complain and so on. And me? Nothing, I've absolutely nothing to say. When I don't talk, you would criticise, saying I pms again. When I wanna talk about my stuff, you guys just don't listen. And what hurts the most would be... Yeah, you let me talk, for that few sentences and you just carry on with your topic. Kcan.
I don't feel like talking today, and I swear, I don't think it's just cos' I'm stress over Os tomorrow. Maybe a part of it. But just a small part of it. (I usually don't feel the stress until I'm taking the exam or when I'm in the exam room). But you thought I was stress, or whatever. I don't care. I told you guys to take another route to go home, cos' I just don't wanna walk with you guys. Cos' I know I won't talk at all. You know, it's like I've nothing to say to you now. And I realise why... We've been talking about guys like 7/8 of the time. But. I. Don't. Wanna. Talk. About. Guys. Now.
Yesterday, the topic of "have you ever dislike any actions of your friends". You know if you wouldn't there, I would have talk about it. But you were there. And I just can't. I really need to get this damn thing out. I hate how your life seems to be revolving around guys. I hate how you would just carry on talking and don't even give a damn about other's problems. You aren't the only one with problems. Everyone else have their problems. But when the other is having troubles, and if you think you can't give advice, just shut up and listen. That helps. At least this is better than talking non-stop about your stuff. That hurts like hell.
Both of you are just so damn similar. Really. You say you aren't like that. But I doubt so. Would a thief ever admit that he's a thief? Never. Besides, I don't think you ever see the problem of that. I would really rather talk to anyone else than you guys. I don't know. I just can't. I don't want to. And no, it's not because of exam stress. It's the people. The people who just make you so damn disappointed that there's no point in hoping cos' that would just bring greater disappointment. I know. Cos' I've been hoping for god knows how long, but nahh, that just doesn't come. Cos' you guys don't even realise. You're too busy revolving yourself around your own things that you don't care about others. I'm used to it. Really. So you should just get used to those days when I don't wanna talk to any of you. Can?
Monday, 4 November 2013
Swimming ^^
So no classes today (and it's only for the one day, argh, damn :/) but anyways, went out with Lydia and Li Xuan to Yio Chu Kang for a swim!! And well, we only swam like 3 laps and I got tired. I'm seriously running out of stamina, I need to head the gym soon T.T And maybe go cycling one day, and badminton on the other day, and so on, I just need to exercise. Not only to keep healthy and fit but to keep up with my stamina for Physical Torture or Physical Training once CCA resumes next year x.x Either way, so gonna go out for exercise!!!
Anyways, so I was like asking around, and people agreed with me that last week, which is the first week of bridging, time passes by very, very, very slowly :( I'm serious, not even normal school week has went pass that slow. At least Monday and Tuesday ended early, thus, it was still okay, but slowly, it gets worse. Maybe everyone's in holiday mood now, or maybe, it's really just school being such major turn-off, I don't know. I just know that this week should pass by rather fast. Cos' afterall, Monday is over. Tomorrow, I'll end at around 12 (blehh, everyone else end at 11, and I end an hour later, stupid chinese :/) Wednesday is O levels, oh gosh, can I like... Don't take it :( And well, not going to school on Thursday and Friday, good, this week should be relatively fast! ;) Then there's Chem SPA next Monday, but I guess, other than that, there wouldn't be any more school activities!! YESHHHH!!
I seriously hope there wouldn't be any CCA outing or whatsoever, I mean, ewww, no, I don't want to come back for CCA. What's the point? I seriously don't get her idea of having a CCA outing or a CCA camp. LOL. You just wanna show off to others that our department are just as bonded aren't you? But face it, we're not! By putting up a show is so much worse cos' it doesn't show that you're bonded, it might even make things worse. So, no, I don't want a CCA outing, maybe I can consider, if you're not going, but ohwell, you're the one who wants it so how can you not go? The only time when I consider this a success, is when the seniors plan it, they plan it, not for the sake of putting up a show, but they want us to enjoy ourselves, so either way, last year's outing was a success. Now? Never.
I just hope Chinese Os on Wednesday would be easy, I mean... I really hope I can get A1, or at least an A2, if not I need to have a talk with Mr Tang (he 90% sure make me drop if I get B3, arghhhhhh :/). And also Chem SPA. LOL, screwed my Physics SPA so badly, I just hope I can do well for this x.x
Anyways, so I was like asking around, and people agreed with me that last week, which is the first week of bridging, time passes by very, very, very slowly :( I'm serious, not even normal school week has went pass that slow. At least Monday and Tuesday ended early, thus, it was still okay, but slowly, it gets worse. Maybe everyone's in holiday mood now, or maybe, it's really just school being such major turn-off, I don't know. I just know that this week should pass by rather fast. Cos' afterall, Monday is over. Tomorrow, I'll end at around 12 (blehh, everyone else end at 11, and I end an hour later, stupid chinese :/) Wednesday is O levels, oh gosh, can I like... Don't take it :( And well, not going to school on Thursday and Friday, good, this week should be relatively fast! ;) Then there's Chem SPA next Monday, but I guess, other than that, there wouldn't be any more school activities!! YESHHHH!!
I seriously hope there wouldn't be any CCA outing or whatsoever, I mean, ewww, no, I don't want to come back for CCA. What's the point? I seriously don't get her idea of having a CCA outing or a CCA camp. LOL. You just wanna show off to others that our department are just as bonded aren't you? But face it, we're not! By putting up a show is so much worse cos' it doesn't show that you're bonded, it might even make things worse. So, no, I don't want a CCA outing, maybe I can consider, if you're not going, but ohwell, you're the one who wants it so how can you not go? The only time when I consider this a success, is when the seniors plan it, they plan it, not for the sake of putting up a show, but they want us to enjoy ourselves, so either way, last year's outing was a success. Now? Never.
I just hope Chinese Os on Wednesday would be easy, I mean... I really hope I can get A1, or at least an A2, if not I need to have a talk with Mr Tang (he 90% sure make me drop if I get B3, arghhhhhh :/). And also Chem SPA. LOL, screwed my Physics SPA so badly, I just hope I can do well for this x.x
Friday, 1 November 2013
Physics SPA :(
Who would said that SPA was easy, or can score? Like how can we ever score if we can't interpret the question correctly? What happens when we messed it up? Would we be able to pass or fail? Yeah, maybe you won't fail SPA, but then again, you won't pass that well either would you? Maybe a 6/10? I don't know. I screwed up SPA so damn badly. Totally read the question wrongly, did the whole experiment wrongly, graph drawn wrongly. I'm lucky if I can ever passed. LOL.
I don't know why I feel unhappy about this, but it's like you make it seem like you're the only one screwing up SPA, like hello? I screwed it up as badly, or much worse than you. Yeah, you're the only one that's emo-ing. But then again, showing emotions in front of you guys is simply a difficult task, cos' simply you guys don't care. So why should I bother? I'm done trying to find out things, I'm done trying to change things and make it seem like before. You don't even bother trying, why should I? And it's like, I don't know, getting pangseh by you, well, I don't mind. Really, I don't. Just don't blame me if I ever did that next time, alright? ;)
Anyways, so had late lunch with Comane, Jing Ying and Lydia afterwards, and I walked home with Comane later. It was SUPER fun talking to her, love talking to her so muchhhhh!! ^^ Walked all the way to Hougang Mall to get my dinner. Gosh, I feel so damn fat :( Had subway for dinner, Comane was like saying, "You always grumble about how much you wanna eat subway, now I give you eat, then you say you don't want." Hahahas, heyyyy, I was craving for subway back then, but now, is coffee bean, hahas xD So we burnt calories along the way and I realised walking with Comane is rather stressed T.T She always talk about healthy diet, and burning of calories and I just feel so damn fat after being with her >:( Hahahas xD
Anyways, after buying dinner, Comane and I walked our separate way home :( Hahas! But at the bus stop, met Jia Wen! Gosh, how long have I not seen her?! So we chat and caught up with each other, and well, it was really really really very fun ;)
Talking to these two girls, really just make me forget everything about SPA. Actually, come to think of it, I don't really care much now. It's like... Can I just bloody give up on Physics? HAHAS. Or is there anyone who can offer their help? :( Ohoh, and I need tuition for Maths too!!! Had to go and take the Supplementary Examination next year for A-Maths, and here I am thinking, "Can I just drop both A Maths and Physics?" This would make my life so much easier!!! Haizzzz...I totally suck at Maths and Sciences, but you know, they were supposed to be my best subjects last year, HAHAS. This sucks. Totally.
Anyway, all I can do now is to pray that my SPA would be alright, I'd probably be a disappointment to Mr Zhuang, but ohwell. I really tried my best. Bloody question, I don't even understand what the hell you want to find.
Lastly, it's 1st November. and even though, the start didn't start of so well, I just hope the rest of November would be awesome, and good to me. So November, please be good to me x.x
I don't know why I feel unhappy about this, but it's like you make it seem like you're the only one screwing up SPA, like hello? I screwed it up as badly, or much worse than you. Yeah, you're the only one that's emo-ing. But then again, showing emotions in front of you guys is simply a difficult task, cos' simply you guys don't care. So why should I bother? I'm done trying to find out things, I'm done trying to change things and make it seem like before. You don't even bother trying, why should I? And it's like, I don't know, getting pangseh by you, well, I don't mind. Really, I don't. Just don't blame me if I ever did that next time, alright? ;)
Anyways, so had late lunch with Comane, Jing Ying and Lydia afterwards, and I walked home with Comane later. It was SUPER fun talking to her, love talking to her so muchhhhh!! ^^ Walked all the way to Hougang Mall to get my dinner. Gosh, I feel so damn fat :( Had subway for dinner, Comane was like saying, "You always grumble about how much you wanna eat subway, now I give you eat, then you say you don't want." Hahahas, heyyyy, I was craving for subway back then, but now, is coffee bean, hahas xD So we burnt calories along the way and I realised walking with Comane is rather stressed T.T She always talk about healthy diet, and burning of calories and I just feel so damn fat after being with her >:( Hahahas xD
Anyways, after buying dinner, Comane and I walked our separate way home :( Hahas! But at the bus stop, met Jia Wen! Gosh, how long have I not seen her?! So we chat and caught up with each other, and well, it was really really really very fun ;)
Talking to these two girls, really just make me forget everything about SPA. Actually, come to think of it, I don't really care much now. It's like... Can I just bloody give up on Physics? HAHAS. Or is there anyone who can offer their help? :( Ohoh, and I need tuition for Maths too!!! Had to go and take the Supplementary Examination next year for A-Maths, and here I am thinking, "Can I just drop both A Maths and Physics?" This would make my life so much easier!!! Haizzzz...I totally suck at Maths and Sciences, but you know, they were supposed to be my best subjects last year, HAHAS. This sucks. Totally.
Anyway, all I can do now is to pray that my SPA would be alright, I'd probably be a disappointment to Mr Zhuang, but ohwell. I really tried my best. Bloody question, I don't even understand what the hell you want to find.
Lastly, it's 1st November. and even though, the start didn't start of so well, I just hope the rest of November would be awesome, and good to me. So November, please be good to me x.x
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