Rejection

We're just afraid to try cos' of rejection. It's not because we do not want to try, it's not because we can't try. We would try, if we're not afraid of rejection. To think of it, if we're all not afraid of rejection, wouldn't things be so much better? We would be able to express ourselves to the person we like with courage, without caring if he/she would reject us. We would be able to make things up with the people we care without caring if they would reject us.
I would try if I weren't so afraid of rejection. The worst thing that can ever happen is when you had already plucked out so much courage to do something and that you got rejected. The feeling is really unbearable. You would start to question why did you even bother trying? If trying doesn't work then what's the point?
Rejection hurts like hell. In all context.

Prelims result (1)

Okay. I seriously have to rant about this because I honestly... 1 mark. Just 1 more mark to pass Physics. I mean, how 冤枉 can this be? It's feeling so much worse than needing 1 more mark to get to the next grade. I never had high hopes for Physics. I just want a pass. And honestly.. I think I did studied for this. It's just... Arghhhh. Damn it.
Other than that, at least I improved for E-Maths. Chinese 实用文 was kindda good. English Paper 2 was a little disappointing but Paper 3 and Paper 1 was rather okay. E-Hist was better than before. At least I managed to score for both SBQ and SEQ. I just need to improve on the content (and definitely the handwriting, HAHAHA). Didn't failed Chem when I thought I would. Okay, that's a good sign. But I needed 1 more mark to get to C5. Whatever, this feels so much better than Physics.
The papers today were relatively okay (except for Physics) but then again, it's not my best. I just need to work so much more harder for O levels. And to be honest, I'm starting to feel the pressure. Argh. Last lap. Last lap, jiayous!