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I don't know why I'm typing on this matter again. It seems like I just can't forget about this. Or maybe I don't wanna admit that it's the end.
You know, I never stopped caring. I really never. But it seems that you have so many people by your side to care for you that my care just simply means nothing to you. You make me feel this way since don't know when. And to be honest, I don't know what am I feeling. Hurt? Upset?
It's hard for me to open up to people. I feel like I'm burdening them. You are probably one of the ones that I can just open up to without any worries. I find myself unable to open up to others that easily anymore. Is it cos' of you? I don't want to open up to someone and later to find myself being stranded alone again.
I should let go. To you, I'm just another girl. To me, you are just another guy. But a close guy friend that I know I won't be able to replace with.
I miss you. I miss us. I miss the times we spent. I miss the places we went. I can never look at the places we went before like how I did from the start. I really miss you. And I'm sorry I screwed up so badly. I don't think I'm gonna get another chance. Maybe one day, when we think back to this time, we will be sitting together and laughing it off together. Or maybe this will just be another painful memory of secondary school life.