Sigh

People are just so funny at times. They say they've let go but honestly, they didn't. We merely just bury those thoughts at the back of our minds wishing that they would slowly rot away. But would it? Really?
To say that I've totally learnt to let go is probably a lie. Trying to keep everything to myself and wished that one day, whatever that I've been pretending would come true. Which in this sense is forgetting you.
I don't know. It comes to a point that I'm probably numb to everything. I can joke around whenever I hear your name. Cos' deep down I know, that should be the way. I shouldn't even be typing all these. But here I am. 1.43am. After reading other tumblr posts. I'm typing all these.
We all wanna let go. It's too much for us to continue holding on. It's tiring and the worst part is we know that the other party is just happy without us. That all of these holding on is gonna lead us to nowhere.
No wonder they say, your thoughts can eat you alive when at night. This is so true.