Regret

Don't you have those moments whereby you've said something and you just wished that you didn't say it? I have. Most of the time.
It comes to a point whereby I really hated myself for saying out what I really felt. Why can't I just shut my mouth about it? If I didn't say it, would there by a different ending?
I don't know. And all I know is that this is a contributing factor. The reason why we're awkward. The reason why things are just not the same. You seemed to be the one who caused it.
Why did I tell you to go talk to him about it? Why did I ask you to do it on my behalf? Why can't I just solve things by myself, without your help? Why? Why? Why?
You might think that you've helped me, but I on the other hand, feel like you've ruined it. Everything was supposed to be fine but now, it just isn't. Really, it just isn't.