Yeah, I know, it's probably all my fault. All cos' of my temper, my stubborness and well, just me, that caused everything to be like that. I don't know... 5 months, close to half a year already. That's just how long it has been, and to be honest, I missed you alot. I don't wanna just say hello whenever we walked past each other, or smiles or just something small. I want us to go back like before. That close, talking over the phone, texting, talking crap, I want that.
I don't know if we can ever do that again. But I know that I want that. Very badly. I can talk to anyone or everyone, but opening up is another different thing. We were this close and now? Drifting apart is one thing I dread the most, but then again, is this caused by me? I guess. I'm sorry that everything became like that. I truly am. I don't know how I'm gonna make it up. Maybe one day we're gonna talk about this matter and laugh it off. Or maybe we're not gonna keep in touch anymore.
You're someone I can't lose. Really. You're one of those that I don't ever wanna lose. You're one of those that I wanna still keep in touch after Secondary School. You're one of those that are just precious to me. I miss you. I miss us. Doing everything - spending time at subway, talking crap over the phone, me complaining to you.We can talk about anything and everything. And now?
I know I should probably start doing something, and believe me I'll change, but somehow... It's just hard. I know you understand, which made me feel even bad. Let me just get my thoughts sorted out, maybe by then, we're gonna solve this? I really hope that we're gonna solve this. I want us back, can?
But for now, I just wanna apologise. For everything. I'm sorry for screwing things up. I'm sorry for causing this drift between us. You may not blame me, but I blame myself for all these. I'm sorry. I will try. I just need to get us back together.
I'm sorry. Really.
Wednesday, 29 January 2014
I'm sorry :(
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