I just don't understand...

Title says it all. I just don't understand. Lol. Wtf has our conversation got to do with you? So what if I skipped training just to talk to him, do you have a problem? I wasn't even complaining when our HOD scolded us, cos' I know I was in the wrong. So what the hell do you wanna know? Does it have anything to do with you? Lol? You have no rights, absolutely no rights to interfere with anything. Wtf? You make me feel sick, totally.
But anyways, talking to him was simply NOT because I wanna skip training or whatsoever. I was helping Jingying, but I bet that will seem like an excuse to you, won't it? So, I don't think there's a need to explain so much to you, like, explain to me what's the point, when you are already biased against me? Ohplease, and I know that you are biased against me, like who the hell can't tell about that? But idgaf, I really don't.
And adding on to it, to you. I don't understand everything that's going on between us. I know that you're unhappy with me for talking to him. I know that, like who wouldn't be unhappy if one of your friends talk to the guy that you like. But please, I don't care what info you got, just clarify with me first before showing me 'face'. You say that things would be better with you soon, but get this straight, it's not just if you would get better, what about me? I don't think I deserve a freaking attitude from you. AT ALL. Like tell me wtf did I do? You merely listened to another person's POV and what about me? I intended to tell you, I really intended to tell you about our conversation, but after yesterday, I've no idea what to say to you. At all. You just make me feel awkward somehow.
Just gonna say this. Yes, I know I'm at fault. If people start scolding me about this, I wouldn't be angry at them, in fact, I will reflect. I know I've gone too far by skipping training and so on. But please, just give me my privacy. Who the fck do you think you are to interfere with my conversations with others? Regardless if you are helping someone, or if you are just curious, just respect my privacy. Cos' I will only respect people when I've received respect.