2014!!

So, this is the first post of 2014 and well, it seems that I haven't been blogging, so I'm backk ;) It's the official 2nd day of school and well... Let's just say things aren't really going to plan. I mean studies are rather on pace, but problems do arise and I just don't understand why.
I've been emphasizing on the fact that I hate awkwardness so often that I feel sick of saying it. People getting awkward with me for no reason makes me pekcek. But can you blame me? I don't understand why we're awkward. Is it because you feel like we don't give you a chance to talk about him? But then again, who can ever stop you from saying the things you wanna say? It's true though, that the topics simply run out easily and quickly if we don't talk about him. But what can I do? I've got absolutely nothing to talk about him and the things you talk about are like... I don't knowwww~ I don't wanna know, either. It's just the start of school, and this happen. And it seems as though it's my fault. Yes, I admit, I got pekcek with you, but that's because you started all these awkward things, like can you blame me for getting pekcek? But people should know that I can't tolerate awkwardness, or have you not been listening whenever I talk as usual? I don't know... I wanted 2014 to be a rather peaceful year so that I can focus on the Os and now? Really, I wouldn't be bothered anymore. Do whatever you like. Talk to us whenever you feel like it. Just do what you want.
And well, next Monday is the release of O level results and to be honest, I'm not looking forward to the day. Or should I say that I'm dreading that day :( You see, that day is the one and only day that I can ever see you and after that, I don't know when can I ever see you, or worse, I might not even see you anymore. But that's only part of the reason. And the other one is taking back Chinese O level results, like, can I don't take back my results? What if I don't get an A1? What if I'm force to drop HCL after studying it for the past few years? I'm really afraid of getting back the results and seeing the marks I get, it's scaryyyyy :/
And maybe I should say some things about Media camp, hahas, no, I'm not looking forward to this camp anymore. Like, it's just very sian. Or should I say I always hated camps, having the suckish groupings and you have to spend the next few days with the group, it's just... Arghhhh :/ And then, this year, most likely I'll be the mentor, and well, I don't expect a camp comm position, hah, but still... I just hate camp. :(
2014 please just be a good year for me. I don't expect much just... Be good for me, and the O level results and taking of O level examinations. It's just stressing, so 2014 please be a good year x.x