Done.

I have no idea what the hell is going on. And I'm sick and tired of guessing. Not gonna care, not gonna bother. It's not like this things wouldn't get better, right? You always say that time fixes everything, then just let it be. Come to think of it, I'm probably more used to this silence now then to talk.
Maybe I've pms before so many times. And well, people often has those times. I'm not blaming you or anything. Just you can't say that I was the one who didn't wanna talk this time round. Cos' you are the one. You can't always just vent it on me when you don't have enough sleep. I don't know. Maybe I should have gotten used to it, shouldn't I?
And well, about him. Yeah, those times when you just don't wanna talk or hear about him. Maybe this is the time. Then it will seem like my fault. I don't know. I just don't feel like talking about him, okay? But you can say, it's not like I'll do anything. Because haven't you been doing that since in the past?
I'm sick and tired of everything now. Do whatever you want, I'm not gonna bother for now. Just let me get this feeling over, and maybe by then, your so-called correct timing would have arrived.