Over

Finally, after suffering for two weeks of MYE, which is simply hell, MYE is finally over! With only a few hours of sleep each day, reading through close to 20 chapters each time, memorising a list of formulas for just one paper, everything is finally over! And I'm just so glad xD
And well, another thing that is over it's probably the thought that our friendship will end. I will never think of that again. It's not gonna go through my mind every again. I just realise how important it is to cherish each and every one of your friends who are beside you. They are gonna be the one to be there if you're all alone out there without someone to lean on. Thankyou for making all my 11.11 wishes come true and definitely my birthday wish, thankyou, really.
Well, there's just something that I can' even bear to think about it. I never expected EXO to come to such a stage. It just happened too fast. It's only 2 years since their debut teaser videos and I just... You can't expect me to accept OT11 all of a sudden when I have been supporting OT12 from debut till now. I know, maybe this is all best for him. I want him to be happy. I don't want him to continue staying in that crap company, I mean, come on, all of us know that this isn't the first time that this is happening. But I'm selfish and greedy and I just want him to stay with all of us. Nothing is been confirmed yet, which is something I hate about SM. They never make any official statement until a long long time later. I just... I just wanna wake up the next day and hear the official statement saying that Kris isn't gonna leave EXO. He can't leave. Who's gonna be the Picasso of the group? Who's gonna be the one who speaks in English for international fans? Who's gonna talk crappy stuff such as "Chicken isn't my style"? EXO isn't EXO if they're short of one member. For now, I'm only gonna accept OT12 but if this is something Kris wants. If by leaving that shitty company (and not EXO), I'm gonna give him my blessings. I want him to be happy. 2 years isn't a long time but it isn't a short time either. Kris has been there for us, together with EXO. This time round, we're gonna be there for them. As much as I wanna send hugs over to them, I can't. So I sincerely hope that their friends and family would be there and comfort them cos' that's what we all want them to be now. Comforted and happy. #StayStrongEXO