Have I ever mention 子閎 is really really really really very 帅? OMG ♥.♥
And I really love one of her lines, which is something like... 单恋也算是一种恋情，但是只要我继续喜欢下去，不放弃，那么我就不算是失恋啊! She said that to 中萬均, which is that guy above ^^ And he said that to King, who is also known as 雷婷. It always happens in drama, I like you but you like her but she like him and the line continues. And that too happens in real life though, it's painful but you don't have a choice over who you like, do you? And so, 裘球 said that she would continue to like 中萬均 because she doesn't want to 失恋, which I find it rather sweet. It's like, he knows that you like him, and you too, knows that he has some other girl that he likes, but because you really really really like him, so you didn't want to give up. Yeah, some may say that it's stupid, but really, if you can give up so easily, is that even considered 'like', in the first place? So I say, I've not really 'liked' someone so far, maybe just eye candy or crush, I don't know. My feelings are just so mixed up.
Adding on, I love one of the lines in 曾佩慈's song, 数不尽的星空.
原来就好的拥有，是不曾拥有.
I swear, this line can make people relate to it so much. It's like placing your happiness on someone, and you would only lose your happiness when that someone leaves. So why even bother to place it on them in the first place? You felt the need to. But is it really true? You're just so used to people, or maybe that particular person, being around you, being so close to you, that you find yourself being unhappy when that person isn't there anymore.
But trust me, never put your happiness on someone, because you can't be sure that that person would be there forever. What if he/she decides to leave halfway, wouldn't you be losing your happiness? Being reliant on someone isn't the best thing either, because when you get used to him/her being there everytime, would just make you feel lost when he/she isn't there. It's hard, I know, but unless you can be so sure that he/she would be there for you everytime, then just place your happiness to yourself.
Just a short note aside from this: You like him, that I know. But other than liking, you're actually reliant on him. That I know you know. But I'm saying this, cos' it gets to the point where you're somewhat becoming so similar like her. I don't know. Maybe it's just me. But you're getting the "attention" from him so often, so easily, that you've forgotten how it was like when you first started it. When you would always try to catch a glimpse of him, and later be happy about it for a whole day. Or maybe when he talks to you, even if it's for that few sentences, you would be so happy. You've grown so used to that "attention", that well, you're becoming more and more like her. Always caring about your relationship with him. You are already insensitive enough, and well, forgetting about all these "first times", it just becomes worse, because you would never understand how the people around you, like me, feels. I've never told you this, cos' I didn't know how to say. You might feel I'm saying it cos' I'm jealous or envy of your relationship with him. Or maybe I'm just so damn messed up that I don't even know what I'm talking about. But well, as I've said before 当局者迷, 旁观者清. That is what I'm feeling now, you can don't care about it though.
Anyways, coming back, just ending this with a...
I LOVE K.O SERIAL. VERY MUCH. ♥♥♥
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