Randommmmm~ ♥

Well, I saw you today, hehe, should I be happy x.x I don't knowwwww~ It's like... I don't know why, maybe I'm just being sensitive, or maybe it's just a coincidence. But I don't understand why your friend would be like... I don't know how to explain. I know you already know that I like you, and well, I'm sure your clique knows. And that's the scariest part. Having so many people to know, when I'm already really, really, really, trying to be so discreet. I mean, the only times that I would really show it is when I saw you walking past, and I'll probably smile like some mad woman, but hey, I could be talking to Comane right? Or maybe well, I don't know, I just feel like I'm really discreet enough~~~
Back then at Hougang 1, that was already one proof, wasn't it? When I had eye contact with your friend, and all of a sudden, you just walked over to KFC when you were supposed to be at Macs. You even walked twice. Once to tie your shoelaces, the other time... You said hi, omg, come to think of it now, I just can't help but smile, hehe x.x And now, that same friend of yours just came into school, and later he walked in but later walked out, and just nice, you came in. I don't knowwwwwwww :( I don't mind you knowing, if you don't 反感 me. I don't really mind your clique knows, hahas, who am I kidding, they already know. As much as I'm trying to persuade myself that they know anything about this, I know it's not true. Maybe not the whole clique, but still... Letting someone who doesn't know me that well know is abit...
Today was your last paper, isn't it? Physics paper, Mr Zhuang said it was difficult... How did you fare? Did you think you do well? I don't know, I think you can do it though, I mean, isn't your Science good? Not gonna see you anymore, well except when we're taking our O levels' paper next year. But for that one damn day, it's just... NOT ENOUGH :( I could see you yesterday, but I don't know why I just leave school early. I mean... Left at 3.45pm, just when you ended your paper. If I left at 4pm, I could probably see you, but I just didn't. And I really, really, really, really, regret it :( Seeing you today just makes me greedy, makes me want more, howwww~ I can't continue this. Today is really the last day when I'm gonna see you, can you... Would you still come back next year? I doubt so, you hate coming back school, for don't know what reason, but yeah...
I just want you to know. I missed you this whole time not being able to see you. Always thinking of a way to see you, but I guess, I always give up on that chance. I regret it alot. But there's not point regretting now, cos' I can't get those times back. Maybe... Let me find out which JC/Poly you're going, who knows~~~ Hahas xD
It's not officially the end of Os so don't slack so much, alright? Left all the paper 1s so still jiayous! You can do it! ♥